Day 38 - Upside Down

Found out today that a friend who I trusted had been dishonest with me.  Turned my world upside down.

And now - writing my blog - am slightly at a loss for words, as I don't want to share too personal about this.

So before I sat down at the computer, I took pen and paper and prayed.  I will share with you what I wrote.  Yes, it's personal.  But I need to put it here.  Because maybe it isn't just for me.  Maybe it is also something someone else needs, right now, at this very moment.

I will preface by saying that I started by asking for specifics.  Help me to let go of... etc.  Then I realized there was a better prayer for this moment.  And I wrote this.

Dear God,

Please love me. 
I surrender all to you.
I trust you to know what is best for me in this moment, better than I know myself.

Thank you, God.

Me.

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ps - maybe being turned upside down and letting go isn't such a bad thing... check out the video on Facebook here.  That's my daughter, Anna, a year ago.  Pretty exhilarating.